Making big life decisions is hard, especially when you're choosing between two things. No matter what decision you make you will always wonder what it would have been like if you had chosen the other thing.
With hindsight you will always be able to tell which choice is the right one, but you don't have that until after the event, therefore you have to look at what is around you, what is right in front of you and make a decision based from that. Its so hard to know if you have made the right decision bout all you can do is trust in yourself and trust that you have made the right decision for that moment.
I wish I could do that, I feel like I'm close to making a decision but I'm still terrified that its the wrong one, that I'll make my choice, sign the papers and then start to panic and regret, even though I know doing that is a waste of time.
Sometimes having the decision forced upon you is easier, at least that's the way it feels.
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