backstreets

Recently life seems to have gotten a little tough. I'm not too scared by this, I know it will get better again. The darkness has not completely consumed me like it has previously. It feels like there's a low pressure hanging over me but that there's a high pressure on it's way. I just need to be patient and wait for the change and do the best I can to make the low pressure bare able.

Everything gets easier with time and the hurt I feel right now will get easier to handle. The more I look to the future and stop dwelling on the past the better I will feel. I know all this, I can see the brightness just around the corner and it fills me with hope.

I think that the best life's, the ones filled with adventure and creativity, are also the life's where darkness seeps in at some point. Darkness inspires and gives you drive and focus, without it life would just be bland and safe.

I'll take the hurt and pain I feel right now and live with it if it means I get to experience the highs I know life has to offer. Right now I feel like I'm being pricked at with lots of tiny little pins, I feel sensitive to everything going on, but I know this won't last.

And I also know that I have music to pull me through the darkest, loneliest of nights. I know I can channel how I feel into my photography and into building the next stage of my life.

There is no one else I'd rather be, even in the darker times, because I feel everything and I'd rather do that than be numb.